tt and me

I normally play 5-6 games of tt everyday. Dharma is my unofficial coach for the game. I am getting better at picking up his smashes. Hopefully I'll beat him some day. He had asked me to play attacking game. I'm trying hard to do that. But whenever I try, I lose the game. So, I revert back to my own game :). Fear of losing in a short term takes over the long term process of learning to play the game correctly.